pass through the stage of excitement, finally calmed down. not the achievement of power makes me happy, rather is the realization of life makes me feel heavy duty on my shoulder. the enlightment shines on, and i view the world yet differently again. still sadness won't go away. life goes on. remember the past, however painful, is measurable; foreseeing the future, however probable, still unpreditable.

here i only wanted to recommand - don't seek beyond ur realm, don't greed ur wants.

power - can help u or destroy u. U can help u or destroy u.